Friday, January 16, 2009

Imperfection.

First of all,HAPPY NEW YEAR..

hehe.. i know,i know.. we've already been through 2++ weeks of year 2009,but it's not too late to wish a happy new year aite?Like everyone else,ive been very very busy for these past few weeks.With classes,assignments,quizzes and other activities squeezed into my schedule,i didn't hv time to blog.

Many things hv happened to me since 2008 waved a goodbye.At this very stage of my life,i live in a normal life and very grateful with what and who i have around me.Eventhough i know there's a lot of things missing(will always be this way,economics tought me that humans hv unlimited wants ;p),i consider it as part of learning and accepting one of the things in life-IMPERFECTION.Life is not perfect,no one is perfect,even the highest standard of human perfection is not and will never be perfect.There're flaws in each and every one of us.I know we can't just stand still and do nothing coz it is our job to improve and conceal as much flaws as we can.However,is it O.K to sacrifice every bit of your life just to be 'perfect'?Sometimes people take perfection too seriously tht they don't even realize they're being hard on themselves..What's worse,some people even lose some parts of their life to just fulfill other people's expectation of being perfect.I had this kind of experience and totally understand that some people did this for my own good.Still,im just a girl and a mere mortal..i hv pimples,i wake up late and sometimes i even trip when i walk(malu).huhu.As long as i have intentions to improve myself and know my boundaries,i think it's o.k to live in my own imperfect life.Frankly,i really hate it when people smother me.Menyampah.